Fed up or Selfish

Is it wrong to be just fed up with everything and everybody ? I mean I've spent my whole life trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy, but I don't think one person has ever even thought about my feelings, or even considered them. it's like i'm wore out, and i'm tired of feeling used by everyone. then the one person ( my boyfriend ) that's supposed to be there for me and supportive, ISN'T, why because he's too busy running the streets, and taking care of his family. Sometimes I just sit back and wonder, when am I going to have someone thats willing to do anything just to see me smile.

But then on the other hand, someone told me, well actually three "someones" told me that maybe i'm put in a position to help people right now. Maybe thats just my duty in life right now. So am I being selfish ? Am I wrong for feeling the way I feel about my life right now ?


*Sigh* I dont know. I just need understanding.

Lessons are Blessings

You know they say when you meet people they're either a blessin or a lesson. Well in due time you'll find out even the #Lessons are #Blessings. It's crazy the experiences you go through in life because it's always the people closest to you that hurt you the most. it's like everybody love you when ya'll all on the same level, but as soon as you take that one step up, thats when the hate start. You may lose friends on the road to success because true intentions get exposed. But you should never let that stress you anyway, because the ones that you lost on the way wasn't really good for you anyway. So Just keep your head held high, and do what you gotta do in life because God will never lead you in the wrong direction. !!!!!

Nothings Free

Ever wake up one day and wonder what happened to that little kid you used to be ?? you know the one  who actually had dreams of becoming something one day? I mean as a kid you have your whole life planned out, and you knew exactly how you would make it there. That is until you actually grew up, and realized life isn't as peachy as you thought it would be on the grown up side. *sigh* well I guess thats the price you have to pay right? You know the old saying " Smile , because it's free"? I'm starting to think even that comes with a price.