Is it wrong to be just fed up with everything and everybody ? I mean I've spent my whole life trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy, but I don't think one person has ever even thought about my feelings, or even considered them. it's like i'm wore out, and i'm tired of feeling used by everyone. then the one person ( my boyfriend ) that's supposed to be there for me and supportive, ISN'T, why because he's too busy running the streets, and taking care of his family. Sometimes I just sit back and wonder, when am I going to have someone thats willing to do anything just to see me smile.
But then on the other hand, someone told me, well actually three "someones" told me that maybe i'm put in a position to help people right now. Maybe thats just my duty in life right now. So am I being selfish ? Am I wrong for feeling the way I feel about my life right now ?
*Sigh* I dont know. I just need understanding.
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